Talked to Jayme finally today. She says everything seems really surreal and that she's sort of checked out like she normally does in this type of situation. She wanted to keep talking but she had to go sit Shiva, and then I asked her what that was like and she explained it and then said I was welcomed to come. I want to go tonight, especially since I'm already half way there (from my house) but I have class tonight. I could easily not TA (since that's been the trend lately...), but I skipped ethics last week because of the panic attacks so I really can't again this week. I told her I'd be there tomorrow. She seemed happy to hear that. I was just happy to know I was welcomed. I told her how my dad said that typically Jewish tradition only allows family to be involved in the funeral and Shiva and stuff and she said no, that anyone is welcomed. So I'm glad I can be there for her in that way, too. Not just in going to class to take good notes for her and getting extra power point handouts.
I miss her. I typically only get to see her Mondays and Wednesdays for class, anyway, which i never think is enough, but now that all of this is going on it really isn't enough. I need to be there to give her a hug.
If only we didn't live an hour away from each other.
(Title: "supernatural" by Flyleaf)
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You are such a good friend.
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