My appt is in 30 minutes.
This might require the other half of xanax. but maybe not until afterwards...
I keep getting the sensation of when my stomach drops and does a flip. and perhaps a cartwheel and a backhand spring and somersaults and a whole gymnatics routine. My insides are very talented like that.
I'm so nervous. I don't want a negative result, I don't want a postive result, and I really don't want to have to meet yet another doctor and explain my 10 year history all over again and go through all of this all over again.
It's way too draining.
Why is my health always beyond my grasp?
Is health too much to ask for?
About Me
- Andi
- United States
- I'm a nerd and am about to graduate with a medical science degree and work in a hospital diagnostics lab, I'm in love and about to get married, I'm a recovering eating disordered person who is currently winning the battle. I am an aunt, I am a little sister, I am Catholic, I am driven. I am me.
3 comments:
I hope it goes okay! I really do. I hate when you have to explain it all again and I hope that your nerves go away, but at least you have xanax in case when you come out! Take special care and be gentle with yourself!
*hugs*
Sarah
I hope your appointment got you the results you were looking for. Everyone deserves to have an answer. Take care.
By this time, you've had the appointment. I really do hope that the appointment goes okay - i hope you get good results and you have an awesome doctor. I hope you don't have to re-explain your history. I'm thinking of you, Andi.
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