I hate my IT band. I hate my body. It always betrays me. Always. And no, that isn't black and white thinking- that's the damn truth. I can provide proof of this.
If I can't workout tomorrow, I'm going to be pissed. I already took yesterday off and have to take today off because of the pain. I have to take Friday and Saturday off due to my schedule, and Sunday is questionable. If I can't at least have Thursday, I'm going to fucking explode.
I can't take this right now. I just can't.
I'm stuck on campus until 9pm and all I want is to run, orto have a fucking razor blade with me.
And neither are possible.
I hate this.
And I hate this semester, so I can't even escape into studying. I hate studying this semester.
I can't handle this. Not right now.
(Title: lyrics to "Follow and Feel" by Saosin)
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2 comments:
I feel ya, chica. I'm right there too.
I hope your hip feels better soon. It is hard not having a release of some sort.
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