Wednesday, March 3, 2010

"You'd better learn that this will not blow over"

I called Nathan tonight as I was driving home from campus and he asked how my day was and I told him about my stupid hip and vented and cried for at least 10 minutes about how I just can't handle this right now.  and that even though Lisa has strongly recommended i NOT workout until i see the sports dr, that i have to at least try tomorrow. for my sanity.  i have to just go and try. 
after 10 minutes i felt stupid and then i said "but, besides that, my day was good".
he laughed and said, "so aside from freaking out all day you were good?  that makes sense"

/deep breath/

it's taking every ounce of strength to keep it together right now.


(Title: lyrics to "It's far better to learn" by saosin)

3 comments:

now.is.now said...

Nathan sounds like a supportive guy. I'm so sorry your IT band is acting up... I really understand the anger, the frustration, the disappointment that you feel right now. I haven't consistently worked out in 2.5 months for the same reason

Andi said...

He really is supportive.

And yes, it is frustrating.

:/

Are you on facebook?

MalMusing said...

*hugs* I'm glad you have Nathan to vent it sounds like he really tires to understand and be supportive.