i can tell my moods are shifting downwards again. I dont know how far they'll go this time. I haven't been off my medication for this long of a time in quite awhile. I took myself off over break. Just to check it out again. I know I'm not supposed to. Especially since I haven't told anyone. But I've kind of stopped caring.
I look in the mirror and don't recognize myself.
I hope the depersonalization doesn't come back full force again.
Maybe I should re-start my meds. But seriously- I don't want to.
If I can be left alone, I'm fine.
I wish my body and brain didn't suck.
About Me
- Andi
- United States
- I'm a nerd and am about to graduate with a medical science degree and work in a hospital diagnostics lab, I'm in love and about to get married, I'm a recovering eating disordered person who is currently winning the battle. I am an aunt, I am a little sister, I am Catholic, I am driven. I am me.
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