shut up

A quick venting post.  Today is our huge annual family (and friend) party at my house.  We'll have anywhere from 70-90 people here today.  It's always a good time.

Except one of my aunts recently lost weight, and EVERYONE is mentioning how good she looks and commenting on it and congratulating her and blah blah blah blah blah.

And okay, not that I've lost weight for attention, or want praise for it, or do it for anyone except for me and my own sanity and my own control issues- but I've lost freaking 15-20 lbs (i have to estimate because I'm guessing what my highest was) since I reached my highest.  and not a single person (except for nathan occasionally when he hugs me) has said anything about it.  Is it not noticable?  Does that mean I need to lose more?  Does it look like I need to lose more?

It's so annoying.  Stop talking about aunt Laura.  Big f-ing deal.  She lost weight, great, now shut up.  I hate hearing about it.

I need to go before someone realizes i'm inside.