productive day.
got a bridesmaid dress for karen's wedding today. so mom doesn't have to make mine. the size made me happy. two sizes smaller than i had guessed i would have been. and the top is still a little bit too big but mom can help with that.
got everything for the centerpieces, and they are all assembled and in boxes so that the groomsmen can put them on the tables the day of the wedding.
packed the car with stuff from the wedding shower.
met with the DJ one last time w. nathan and finalized our songs.
saw grandpa today when mom and i were out running errands.
that was hard. i didn't say anything to him. mom and aunt ruth were talking to him. he wasn't awake. but i don't know if "sleeping" is correct, either. i knew if i opened my mouth and said anything i'd lose all composure and start crying my eyes out. and i didn't want to do that in front of them. i don't know why.
the deacon came in and said some prayers over him and i had to stare at the wall and zone out so that i couldn't focus on the prayers. i would have started sobbing.
i was basically numb the whole time we were in there. whenever i started tearing up i'd stare at the wall and force it to stop.
his kidneys are starting to work again- his urine output is a lot better than yesterday. his chest x-ray shows the pneumonia isn't any worse than it was yesterday- and we'll take that if it means he's not getting worse.
he might be so out of it and not waking up because his kidneys weren't filtering out the seditives they've been giving him. so they're thinking that's why he isn't waking up yet. i hope that's what it is.
they did a CT scan of his brain and he didn't have a stroke, so that's good news.
tomorrow we move Nathan into our apartment! i'm moving in some of my stuff, but not all of it- obviously.
but i'm SO excited to wash my dishes and silverware and glasses and pots and pans and put them all away in my cupboards! And to wash the towels and the sheets and vacuum and do house-wife stuff! It sounds silly... but it's so different than doing stuff at my parent's house. It's soooo different when it's your own!
I have *my own* dishes! That means I'm growing up! (lets not forget i'm getting married in 16 days!).
crazy.
i need to get to bed.
i'm tired
and tomorrow will be busy.
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weddings are just crazy aren't they! When I got married in march, I was fortunate that I refused to have a big wedding like yours and only had four people there (our parents) oh and Ziggy my little plush toy lion. We had a very unconventional wedding and I actually wore jeans. I was nervous enough with the four people as I hate crouds. I hope your wedding goes really well and is all that you have hoped for.
Sarah xx
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