Meh

i keep going over the interview in my mind and keep mentally kicking myself for saying certain things and not saying others. 
and I keep thinking of my grandpa.

i'm so tired and overwhelmed.  but i let P90X kick my ass today, anyway.  and went to work.

i want my bed.
but at the same time, i don't feel like going to bed.

i feel all over the place.

i almost broke down into tears when i was at work.