Scary

I have a diagnosis now.  Undifferentiated Connective Tissue Disease.

I'm doing a presentation on it tonight for class.  That'll be interesting.

I'm pretty much indifferent about this.  I'm done with school in 12 days.

Nathan has to have heart surgery.  First he has to get a more invasive type of of echo on it.
But two of his heart valves are a lot more damaged than his doctors first thought.

The thought of him going through surgery scares me.  I know he'll be fine.  I know the surgery will help him.  I know this.
But then I picture him laying him on the table and a doctor hovering over him with a scalpel.  And then to change/ fix two heart valves... wouldn't they have to STOP his heart? 
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School needs to be over now.  It's just in the way now.