The Dress!

Had my dress fitting yesterday.  I LOVE MY DRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And it fits perfectly.  The only alteration she had was the hem and to take it in ever so slightly at the top.  It was looser than it was when it first came in.  But not so loose that it was it was falling off.  The lady at the store came in to see it and she said "oh, you have the perfect body for this dress.

I feel BEAUTIFUL when I'm in it.  I never feel beautiful. 

Yesterday was the first time in... a really long time... that I thought, "wow, I don't need to lose any weight.  I'm okay where I'm at".

My future sister in law was with me and she started crying when I put my veil on (it's Ryann's veil that mom made for her wedding 10 years ago).
When I was leaving the store it hit me that it's almost a month away and that I'm going to marry Nathan!

I called my mom and when she picked up, without even saying "hi" I said "holy cow mom, I'm getting married!"
she said, "uh.. I already know that". 

I'm so excited. 

I think now that school is OVER, I have TIME to be excited and for the reality of it to sink in. 
I mean- I've been excited the whole time, but at certain times it really hits me that this is real.  And now that it's almost May, which means that it is almost June, I'm beyond excited.