Tuesday, February 9, 2010

gasping for air

I'm not doing well tonight.  I feel like curling up in a ball crying.  After I cut the shit out of my skin.
Really bad urges  Really bad.
But I can't.  At least... not on my arms.  I can't.
i shouldn't anywhere.
but i need to see blood.
i need to feel physical pain.

i can't breathe.

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