update

i got out of micro lab early tonight. it was just the review for our exam Wednesday.
and then i ran into KATIE in the hall!!!!!

SO excited!! I haven't seen her in SO long!

she had a class at 6, though, so i only got to talk with her for 10 minutes or so.
but it was good.
we might hang out Thursday night (by which the biochem exam will be OVER!)

micro lab shouldn't be too hard.... she said it's straight forward. only 15 questions. pretty much all identification. i just need to memorize the flow chart.

surprisingly, i'm not panicking about biochem.
maybe i should be?
i dont know.
he said this exam is the hardest--- but i still can't figure out why.
at least the chapters are somewhat connected to each other... for once.
and it's only 5 chapters. and not even complete chapters, because a lot go into so much detail he didn't want us to worry about it at that level...
we'll see.
i still have a lot of time.
-tonight, tomorrow afternoon, wednesday, early thursday morning (assuming my car doesn't break down on me again!)
studying with tess on wednesday.
wednesday is her birthday... i should make her something.


I'm so tired.

i did an experiment on my own.
i stopped my nighttime narcolepsy meds...
my doctor said that my brain might rewire itself... and i've been on them for over 2 years, so i was hoping maybe something would have happened by now....
i don't think so.
it's been a couple weeks, and i can definitely tell a difference.
so.. i'm taking them again, starting tonight.
hopefully i'll sleep better and feel more awake in a few days.
we'll see.

maybe i shouldn't be experimenting with my meds like this...
but i'm curious.
and i'm nervous for when i have to come off of them (years from now when i have kids)
i know it's dumb to worry about that NOW, when it's going to be waay in the future... but i still think about these things.
maybe by THEN my brain will have rewired itself or something...
maybe.


nathan might be done with his anatomy exam... i guess i should go over that way and find him.