already ready for bed

i'm exhausted.

i need to study biochem tonight. but i'm not sure if that's going to be possible.

going to study tomorrow with brandon, so that should help.

we FINALLY got our biochem exams back. i managed an 86%
seems low for the amount of work i put into it.
but... i can be okay with a B, i guess.
my goal, afterall, was simply to pass.

we already have another exam on the 13th.
and he says this one is the hardest of them all.
hence brandon and i are already studying.


no big news on the heart thing.
he didn't have the results of the heart monitor thing yet. but the ultrasound and bloodwork was fine.
there's a betablocker he wants me to try.
he said i could try coming off provigil. he didn't seem to understand that wasn't really an option at this point.
besides- i've been on that for over 2 years, why would it only now mess with things?
i don't know if i'm going to take this new stuff...
if my heart rate is simply fast, but my heart is normal, otherwise, then it can't be dangerous.
i'm sick of medication.
i really don't want another.

i'll think about it.

i probably won't take it, though.