no time for myself

i'm stressing out big time right now.
i need way more hours in a day.
i need today to not be winemaking and kims bonefire.

i need to study. i need to go to work. for a long time.

i was going to go to work yesterday right after dissection. i figured i could leave early.
me and natalie were the only ones there. out of the 20ish of us, only we showed up. so we did the entire dissection on both cadavers by ourselves. which was fun. i got to talk to natalie a lot and she showed me some good techniques to use and how to dissect out veins and arteries and whatnot, so it was neat. but i didn't end up getting to work until almost 7, and they close at 8. so you can imagine how productive THAT was.
then i had to come home and make a batch of cookies for mom. so inbetween batches i studied biochem, but every 15 minutes i had to get up and switch it and ugh.
so i was done around 11.

so then today i wake up and get out of the shower and mom asks me to help her clean. UGH. so i do then i try to study but now i have to go get ready becuase i have to go pick up nathan at his house since i'm doing all of the driving today in case he drinks too much.

drinking is annoying.

but whatever.

so i studied all of 45 minutes this morning.

people are coming over at 11 to make wine.
this is an all day thing.
then kims bonfire tonight.

then tomorrow i'll probably drag myself out of bed to go to 7am mass, go straight to work for 4 or 5 hours, come home, study, go to the library, study with Tess, MAYBE go to the gym- unlikely, then go home and study with nathan.


anyway. i need to go get ready.
i'm freaking out.
i dont have enough time to fit in work and all of this studying.
i thought i could work all day on tuesday, but i have a Goldey Key meeting from 4-5, which means i can't possibly get to work until 530 at the earliest, which is NOT enough time. and i can't go wednesday morning because i'm going to the morgue again with the MLS society.

- breathes-

i need life to stop for one day so that i can get caught up.

i need people to stop needing things of me so that i can do what i need to do.


i need more hours in a day or more days in the week.
something.
anything.