exam time

ok. so i'm glad that i still see susan. there's a point, now.
i cried a lot in there today, towards the end.
mom had left a voicemail while i was in there, so i called her back as i was driving to work.
she asked if i was getting sick or had allergies because i sounded 'plugged up'. i told her the truth- that i was crying. that i'm struggling.
amazing, eh?
i'll write more on that later. i don't feel like doing that right now.

so i had biochem this morning. went the gym (and studied while on the arc trainer), session w. susan, work.
after dinner i started studying microbio again. took a break to reread twilight- allowed myself one chapter. went back to studying. watched the new House, and continued to study. read another twilight chapter. studied.
i'm studied out, and i'm calling it quits for tonight.
i'm too tired for anything to sink in, at this point.
i'll get up early and study before yoga, study at the gym, and study while eating lunch. then take the exam at 3:15.
i've never had this professor before, so i don't know what to expect from her exams.
and there is A LOT of material. One chapter alone has a lot of detail- a lot about different bacteria, and different antimicrobials/ antibiotics, and which work on what type and doesn't work on others. gram pos, gram neg, broad spectrum, acid-fast. etc. and which antibiotics damage cell wall synthesis, or protein synthesis, or nucleic synthesis, or other such things.
and that is only ONE chapter of the EIGHT that will be on the exam tomorrow.
granted, a couple are easy, like the intro chapters, but still.
i hate exams.

took benadryll tonight. took it last night, too. i don't want to risk getting used to rozerem (even though they claim that isn't possible), so i thought i'd switch it up. i dont want to take it every night anyway, and i haven't been, but i didn't want to take it tonight, either.

my dad is on facebook. that amuses me.

I might as well go upstairs and read twilight until i fall asleep. nathan isn't online, so there isn't much point in me staying online once i'm done writing.