Cutting back

Stupid cold. Knocked me on my butt all of Sunday and pretty much Monday. Today I'm doing better. No fever and my nose isn't as drippy. I didn't take sudefed, so I'm not so spaced out that I can't think or shouldn't drive (even though I had to drive yesterday... that was interesting).
I had these big plans to study biochem all weekend. That went out the window.
I studied today after class with Tess, Brandon, Casey and Dan. That helped.
Biochem is hard. and really confusing. and from the sound of it- his tests aren't easy.
I'm pretty nervous.

I wanted to go the gym today after studying with them. I had my clothes and stuff for it... but I drove past it instead. Unheard of, before. But I"m not fully over this cold, and I have so much to do. If I get enough done today, and recover more from being sick, then tomorrow and Thursday I'll be able to get in good workouts. So... I have to remind myself that it's okay.

Tonight is part one of winemaking. Saturday is the pressing. I love winemaking, but I kind of want this week to study, not worry about winemaking. I'll probably go to work tonight instead of helping out and hanging out with the gang. I don't have time right now.
I'm dreadfully behind at work, too, because I had planned on working Sunday and Monday- but those days I was on the couch do nothing but staring at nothing. I couldn't even focus enough to read Twilight- which is saying a lot. Going to work was out of the question.
So now I have to squeeze that in sometime this week, too.

I'm not stressed, though.
right?

i'm glad i dropped pathology.
i mean- i'm still angry about it, but i would be even more behind in things and freaking out even more.
at least now, i know it's doable, it'll just be a lot of time involved.
with patho- i dont know how i could do it.