one thing after another.

Blech. Exams suck. I have immuno on wednesday. I spent 3.5 hrs in the library after my classes today studying before I got burnt out.

Casey called me today, and I was glad I was in the library so that I had an excuse not to talk to her. She said "hey i'll be in town for the baby shower in April, and if you need help with wedding stuff i can help you. If you want to try on dresses or something."
i said her baby shower is the week before finals and i doubt i'll be able to have much time for much else. she said 'oh, okay'
but seriously- Ryann is here. ryann LIVES here. ryann is my maid of honor. i want Ryann do to that type of thing with me. i felt this protective anger over ryann when casey asked me that. i wanted to say, "no, ryann is my favorite, stay out of it".

but that's mean to think, and i like Casey too, so i don't know why i'd feel that way.

it'll be nice when i actually have time to spend with Ry. She's been here awhile but ive been so bogged down with school, i still haven't made it to their apartment. i couldn't even babysit the girls on saturday when they went to look at houses-- mom and dad had to instead.

(how do i not get sick of songs even though i listen to them 100 times in a row?)

after this semster i'll have more time to spend with her. which i need. i miss her. it's weird to have her living 30 minutes away and still not be seeing her all of the time.

i hate school right now.

i can't wait for this semester to end.
a lot of things will get better once it's over.

(except summer means internship interviews.... shit.)