I don't like people

Immunology exam was weird again. I don't understand this professor anymore. I think I did fine overall, but I'm just pissed over some of his multiple choice questions. He had a few questions on rheumatoid arthritis which we're going to learn about NEXT WEEK. So what's all that about? I think he gets immunology and pathology mixed up when he's writing his exams because they're always so screwy.

I have hematology and mycology next week. And I'm trying so hard not to freak out. It's so much material for both classes.. the hematology exam will cover more than an inch thick of paper full of details about every single red blood cell disorder. for multiple-multiple choice and short answer. There is no half knowing anything, no bsing. I have to know it all.
Mycology- so far we have 40 species of fungus to know details about (what it looks like under a microscope from a patient specimen, what the colony would look like at 25 and 37 degree (C) and what it would look like under the microscope if you made a slide from the culture plate.... which looks different than it would from a patient...)

And we have one more lecture on Monday, so we'll probably get another 10 or so more to learn about by Wednesday.


Saturday is Avery's 5th birthday and she's having a birthday party. So there goes most of Saturday.
Sunday, I found out two days ago, is the induction ceremony for the honor society, and since i'm the secretary, I have to SPEAK.
Ok, I don't do public speaking. I don't do microphones. Microscopes, yes. Microphones, no. Not only is 5 hours of my Sunday tied up, I'm getting sick to my stomach whenever I THINK about having to talk in front of all those people. I kept giving Ronee death stares in mycology lab on Wednesday when she told me that. I'm so pissed off.

There goes my weekend. When do I get to go to work? I will for a little bit today, but I can't get charts done on Friday because Friday is the busiest day and I can't get many of the charts because they're being used. I try to avoid working MWF. I usually prefer weekends when they're closed, but I don't know how that's going to happen now.
I'M SO MAD ABOUT THE INDUCTION CEREMONY.
I told Ronee I wasn't happy about speaking and really really really wasn't okay with it. She just laughed it off like i was kidding. But i am NOT kidding. I don't do people. Why do you think i want to work in a LAB? I don't have to talk to cadavers. I dont have to talk to bacteria or blood samples. I don't have to see or talk or touch the patients. I run tests, make the decision, give out the reports, and am never seen. End of story.

I don't like people.

At all.