Friday, July 24, 2009

go away

ive been too sensitive lately.

crying over the littlest thing.

my mood has dropped.

and it's taking less and less to set me over the edge.


i haven't even wanted to talk to anyone today.
i just want to be alone.


so.
now what.

2 comments:

ambivalence said...

so. now what. you wake up today and see where things stand. days like yesterday are, i am coming to find, NORMAL. as in, everyone has them. Sometimes more than one day in a row. People with no psych history have them. and, i hate to say it, it's particularly prevalent among females. I've come to find out I have days like this the couple days before my period starts. and i never ever used to get PMS symptoms before I recovered. But now I'll start crying at a stupid coffee commercial during those two days.
Now, I know you're a smart girl, beyond smart, really, and will be able to tell if this mood lasts longer than just a couple of days and when it crosses over into "shit, i better tell someone" territory.
hang in there. watch tdf and avoid people for a day or two if you can or if you want. It's okay. I promise.

Andi said...

it hasn't just been a day or two. it's been awhile.

the news from neurologist broke me down and I've been feeling really fragile ever since. It was more devistating to me than i think people realize...