go away

ive been feeling down today (and it isn't because the wings didn't win last night... i'm over it- pittsburgh wanted it more and outplayed us).
i thought taebo would help, but it didn't. just made me more tired.

brandon and jenny are having people over today. i thought it was next saturday but when brandon called me to see where i was, i still didn't feel like driving out there to be around people. (i didn't tell him that though)

tomorrow is a dissection for anatomy lab. even though im not currently a TA it really doesn't matter. Once a TA, always a TA. I was going to go tomorrow because I'd get to dissect ribcages which are one of my favorite things to dissect, but also because Jayme is going to be there and i haven't seen her since finals. but my heart isn't in it. maybe i'll stop in there. i need to go to the MLS lab and autoclave and do other things, and i want to go to the gym, so i'll be there. I don't know.. i just don't want to be around people right now. i want to hide away.

Nathan is the exception. he's working tonight though, so i cant hang out with him. Tomorrow night, though. So that's good.